Choices

Needless to say my life is very interesting. I always manage to mess things up. I guess my life is alot like baseball. Baseball is the only sport that rejoices when people only fail 7 out of 10 times. During my 21 years, if i had to convert my failures to success rate i would be batting somewhere in the neighbor hood of .243. The funny thing is that sometimes I hit home runs but more so than notI strick out. I guess i'm the Sammy Sosa of the world. I feel alot of sticking out is a result of my attaitude to wait. Today during softball instead of crushing a ball, i stood there and struck out looking. Now one can inturpret that in many ways. Freud of course would say that my love life sucks. He would be wrong simply because I do not have one. A smart person might say that one in three oprotunities pass us by with out ever swinng. But i'll say it this way, i let that opprotunity pass me by and its going to happen again.